Got ONE reason why I came into this WOLRD...

I know a heavy start, right?

Well that is how exactly I felt when I went to one of the production houses for my first ever professional interview in the so called Big Bad industry! That's exactly how I felt heavy, nervous, mad at myself, but at the same time I was glad that I am taking such a step in my life which will help me understand, realize am I doing the right thing or not...

At this stage thinking of RIGHT or WRONG step, hah???? I know I know its too late to think about these things, but I know its my right step!!!

Hmmm, don't worry I am not going away from the topic...

Well, My exams were like 3 days away, Final Internal exam! God, I did'nt even know how much marks each of the exam was...

Well, after studying just got up and decided to sit on the internet! After the whole day of studying I think I needed a break, don't you think so?
Anyways that apart I had e- mailed my resume to a production house 2 weeks back, and was very curious about the reply from there side! I did not get a reply till 2 weeks, were done! I was so upset but then, I said 'Ye mera patience kab kaam ayega?' (when will my patience come into work?)
I had just logged in to send him another reminder after sending two reminders to one of the partners of the company! But then to my SURPRISE I had got a reply from the company, got so MAD....... But then I read it and it said that 'give me a call at 10am.'
I was like 'kya yaar?' (what?) But then I made the complete use of my mobile phone, put a reminder on it, stored Sir's number!

Was soooooo Happy that I couldn't study for an hour! Then I was back to normal !!! hehehehe...

My family was having breakfast together at my grandmom's place due to some reason. As usual when you are with your family together then its not just possible to get up and just leave! So, i decided to stay... And there goes my mobile reminder! Though i remembered it (to call Sir), I just jumped and went towards the landline... I gave a call to the production house! Wow what a feeling!! Thrilled completely to talk to the owner of a company... And to my surprise he told me to reach the office in an hour! WOW........
I was like cool, I'll be there Sir!
I first went to my Mom and told her that i've got to leave ASAP.. She asked me hey what happened? Is everything alright? Go study.. Then I told her chill mamma everything fine, just have to leave for my first ever interview in an hour's time... She had a smile on her face and tapped my back and said go leave right away!
I had to go up to my house, take a bath, change and leave for the interview!
Told my sis too about the interview, she was really excited! She helped me in choosing my clothes for my interview! She chose, hahahahaha!!! Anyways then was ready and off I leave for the office...
as usual reached just before time, that's exactly 5 minutes before the time told to me! i was happy because i had to find it out the location and then.... You know how it feels!

Well then i entered the office, really simple! Very much ubrubt! but then i was like 'Jaisa dikhta hain vaisa hamesha hota thodi hain?' (you should never judge a book from its cover!)
Then i was made to sit and within a minute i was in the cabin!

Well this interview was really nice! Could answer everything and with a right attitude... Was really happy! Sir is a really busy person, it seemed! He was working continuously...

Then he took me down to the EDITING department...
Was not really impressed but then after seeing the software - FCP, WOW it felt like THAT'S
IT !!
I know what I am doing and what I want to do...

Sir did not tell me whether I was through or not till he introuced me to his collegue, the production controller! Wow, I was motivated because The head of the Department that too Production and on top of it a Female! Bhari ....
And that was the time when Sir told me that you are joining the office! That too in an indirect way - He said that (name - productio manager's) she is joing us from the 1st of May, 2009. Take care of her and take her case in all the work she does! She should get to know smallest of the thing when she leaves the office! And that was when I felt soooooooooo HAPPY that couldn't control it, YA YA but I did control it!!! hehehehehehehe....

I was then out of the office and finally out on the road!
Called up people whom I really care for and they know how much important is this decision for me!!! Well I am sorry did not give a call to three of my really close friends... Feeling really bad! Sorry guys!!! But then I did message them....

Ohh and yes while driving God helped me really to reach back home safely, nahi toh (or else) I would have been in the hospital instead of being in the college and giving exams!
hahahahaha....

But anyways the phrase which says 'ALL WELL THAT ENDS WELL!'
So that is what exactly happened to me on that day when I went through all kinds of roller coaster rides.......
Hahahahahaha!!!

LOVE YOU ALL...
TAKE CARE !!!
ENJOY THE FIRST SWEET FOOTSTEPS IN THE WOLRD....

One Of My Favourite Songs - Lyrics!

Kya Se Kya Hone Laga Hai
Haan Re Haan Hone Laga To Hai
Dil Tera Khone Laga Hai
Haan Re Haan Khone Laga To Hai
(Jeena Ho O O O O Jeena Ho O O O O
Jeena Ho O O O O Tere Liye)..(2)
Kya Se … Khone Laga To Hai
(Jeena Ho O O O O Jeena Ho O O O O
Jeena Ho O O O O Tere Liye)..(2)


Yeh Jo Hua Pehle Kabhi
Aisa Hua To Nahi Tha
Abh Ye Kaha Main Aa Gaya
Pehle Kahin Aur Mein Tha
Nasha Hai Ada Hai Maza Hai Zindagi Mein
Kushi Hai Hasi Hai Kya Nahi Zindagi Mein
(Jeena Ho O O O O Jeena Ho O O O O
Jeena Ho O O O O Tere Liye)..(2)


Dekha Tujhe Aisa Laga
Ab Dekhana Aur Hai Kya
Chaaha Tujhe Aisa Laga
Ab Chaahna Aur Hai Kya
Kiya Hai Diya Hai Liya Hai Pyaar Tera
Sama Yeh Jawa Hai Mili Jo Pyar Tera
(Jeena Ho O O O O Jeena Ho O O O O
Jeena Ho O O O O Tere Liye)..(2)
Kya Se Kya … Khone Laga To Hai
(Jeena Ho O O O O Jeena Ho O O O O
Jeena Ho O O O O Tere Liye)..(2)

Madhuri - My maid...

Madhuri, no no not Madhuri Dixit...
The maid who used to come to my house when I was 8 Years Old, I guess!

She is beautiful....
Just the perfect one anyone would like to have as their maid in the house. She was the one who has taken care of me right from then till just 4 days back!

She is the one to whom I taught English! I know good na? She is a great student!

I am writing about her because I won't be seeing her anymore as she has left the Job permenantly, due to some personal reasons... She has always been the most regular and the most honest with me and my family.
The slot of afternoon 1 to 3 was for her always in the house. She used to come for work then at my place. She was a very expressive person...
When one looked at her no body would think that she is an illiterate. But she is! She was very much familiar with the smallest of things about the everyday life. She knew what is politics, Expression, Love, Baulat pana, everything...... ________

She has always helped me in teaching me how to eat, how to wash my hands, how to talk in front of people, how to keep my clothes at the right place at the right tijme!
WOW....... I just miss her re!

Whenever she used to not come I used to go running to my mom and used to ask whether she isn't coming ka? Whenever mom used to say ,'bahutek nahi' (chances are less) to come, I always used to feel bad...
Even today ehen I don't go to college I always think that I'll be meeting her at 2pm! But no someone else only rings the doorbell, because she has been permenantly substituted!

I feel so sad at times when she is not seen...
She did not tell me first that she is leaving the work permanently! Mom told me, but it was so hurting me because I mean common, for ages together if you are seeing someone coming to your place and suddenly stops it, How would You react? Its a very reaction from me!
I couldn't Smile nor Cry!
But I decided to write for her about her today...

Right now too I am not able to express myself, may be she is soooooo close to me that I don't want to share, or rather I am not able to even though I want to!

I always used to say that hey mazi MADHURI DIXIT ali bagha (my MADHURI DIXIT has come, see).
I used to always say this song to her "Madhuri Dixit mili raste main, chane khaye humne saste main!" And she used to smile away, by just saying "Purva!" And I used to smile back to her.
What has she not done for me and my sister! She has got me back home from school when my mom used to tell her to do so. She hasn't diobeyed anytime, so when she used to teach anything I used to take it as an advice always, as she was way elder to me!

I just have a different kind of respect for her!
I won't ever forget her face in my life...
She has faced so many so many things in life and has come up so well, but still has those scars in her life!

She will always there with me I know..
This one was for you my DEAR MADHURI DIXIT, hahahahahaha........
Fakta tuzya sathi ga!

Bhetuch lavkar apan... (we'll meet as soon as pssible).
Kaalji ghe --------- (Take Care)
Mala tu khip avadtes (Love you)
Jashi ahes tashich raha ------ (Be the way you are)

tuzich
Purva !!!!

Love you..........