I just don't know how this dream of mine suddenly came true. I knew had to go to Mumbai and work for the remaining life time! Have always craved for such this dream to come true.
After I got to know that I will be leaving soon, all kind of thoughts started coming into my mind. I have always been given a hint by God that You are going to be independent, you are going to end up in Mumbai. How well loads of stories of mine..
Couple to mention -
1) When I was a kid I used to never take the help of anything for standing up, I used to go in the centre or rather away from the support and used to try to stand and then take a couple of steps and used to fall. I always told my Mother about this - see Mamma I am going to be independent someday, God had already given that hint to you. And she used to just go away with that mysterious smile of her's, she never understood it, may be now she will...
2) Well I have always loved travelling by Trains, whether its the normal - Deccan Queen or the Locals of Mumbai. I have always stood up to this non-living thing and always smiled at it. I have always felt naice, when I see a train! Why? Good question, No I know why - The Trains of Mumbai have been calling me for the past 21 years!
I have finally decided to go to Mumbai and do my Internship. My parents are in full support and My sister too... I am so happy about it that I am finally working!
The place is known to me very well, but still the nervousness & scary feeling. I believe in myself but still the feeling of confusion! Why, is the amazing question which I ask myself? And a lot of times I never get the answer... But I get it later on.
I will be staying at my relatives place, though it being my own relatives and the place, I am sure it won't be like my house.
My Bed will change!
The positioning of the Window in the room will change!
Bloody hell, I won't be keeping My Room in a Mess, I'll need to Arrange Things Properly... Noooo!!
I have to put My Bed properly which I am so Not used to doing!
The Basin will change, I won't see my own Green Basin..
I won't see My Own Drawings on my Cupboard, and will need to see the wooden cupboards with nothing on it... Noooooo!!!
The Balcony view will change... Instead of Pune Rickshaws and Two Wheelers I will be seeing the Local Trains - Day and Night! Instead of the Huge tree which I can see from My Balcony, It would be the Loo on the Station, aaaarrrgggghhhh! Just Imagine...
No Garage - No Activa... Only get out and walk down to the station and travel for an hour to reach anywhere In Mumbai. But travelling by train - sounds good!
Getting up in the morning and not finding the roads empty but with people walking all over the place, especially Sundays. Pune sleeps in the Afternoon, Mumbai never sleeps.
There is a lake near Pune, which I hardly Visit; But the Ocean just besides this beautiful city might be there in my daily routine. This is the place where I'll always remember my best of the days, best of the people I have ever known!
The Sunrays in the Room are going to directly enter and they will be on my face, here in Pune the Sun never comes on my face when I get up!
I will be seeing the huge Buildings in my area, where I have seen only bung laws and building of short heights!
Is there anything that won't change, when I asked this question to myself, The ANSWER came within a sec - ITS ME, which won't change!
Its Me who will remain the same... But I will have to compromise on a few things only because of My Work, Trust Me!
I know I won't be talking to all of You so much, daily! I know I won't be giving my updates and My Mind status won't be updated everyday! I know I might not pick your calls. May be I won't even call back! I am so sorry for the mistakes which I have done. I hope you will forgive me for the stupid things I have done!
But I promise that I will get the Smile on your face always and I will surely Make You all Laugh your Lungs out when You talk to me!
I hope this three hour of Journey doesn't take me Far away from you all... I have always Loved you and will always Love all of You.. Its just a request of understanding me for few days till I adjust in My Whole NEW KNOWN WORLD!
I respect each and everyone of You, who go through this blog and who are really dear to me..
I'm Going to MISS YOU ALL.....
Keep in touch...
Take Care!
Keep smiling and laughing even though I am not the one who makes you do so...
Miss ME!
Remember Me..
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