Silence being the opposite of Noise or to be used in a proper sense, talking!
I think Silence speaks more than words and even actions. Silence works in a very rare case. If one doesn’t speak it is mostly taken in a very negative or a very wrong indication.
If to be Silent is a personal choice what is the outcome?
Being silent can be
a way to be away from a certain topic, a way to just not to take the not so needed conversations, a way to tell the person opposite to just shut up and get lost from my life, a way to just say I have no say on what you are talking, a way to tell I am not comfortable talking about anything to anyone here, a way to say I need space, a way to say I am just not able to talk because I just can’t...
One has to realise why the person is Silent... Silence is a very important tool which can cut the tree of relations or can build tall skyscrapers, only if you understand the actual meaning of ‘SILENCE’ at the right time of the right person.
I want to be Silent... It is always good to be Silent that is what I strongly feel now... It is so naice not to talk to anyone about anything... The question of communicating just does not arise... No misunderstandings, no expressions, no faults in life, no one to share anything with one, no work, no relations, no duties, no responsibilities, so you, so alone... The thought of being ALONE makes me excited now – a - days. I just need SILENCE in my life...
Silence also can mean that I want to run away from the things I have done till date... It is not at all that I want to run away, I just want to distract myself from a lot of things, want to just end all the conflicts which my mind plays... It is only my work which takes these things away from me...
So I have decided to GO SILENT & work like a donkey and just be in myself... Not to talk unless needed, not to talk unless the person in front of you wants to talk... Have decided I will talk only through my writings. I just don’t want to tell anyone what happens to me what I want... I want everyone to realise the mistakes which they make while understanding me & I will help them so only through my Silence & I am not going to tell them everything, it’s just going to be jotted down.
I talk to everyone around but they take in a wrong way even though I keep it clean and clear with them... Then they feel guilty, then they feel bad and then they come up with things which I haven’t thought off ever... And if the closest people around me are getting affected because of a complete third person why does this happen from people from nowhere just come back to your life and ruin it... I am tired of hurting others because of me and I want everyone to just stop thinking about me... I want to be Silent but will talk only through the way I write and of course my Photography and my Drawings... The one’s who understand me will understand in the correct way...
Bakiche gele khadyat...
