My Devotion towards 'The City - Mumbai'

Meri Galti nahi hain ki main ek 'Maharashtrian' hoon...

Aur, meri usse bhi jyada galti nahi hain ki tum 'Maharashtrian' nahi ho...

It is not at all my fault that the city like 'MUMBAI', is not in your STATE...

Its MY CITY & I AM POSSESIVE AND OBSSESED with it...

If you have a PROBLEM with it,

YOU ARE HAPPILY WELCOMED TO LEAVE IT...

Rains Effect...

I am ready to fall in LOVE all over again..

I am ready to feel the PAIN...

I am ready to SINK in YOUR EYES...

I am ready to BURN myself...

I am ready to get WET in THESE RAINS just FOR YOU AND get

WASHED out FOREVER...

The Silence when Speaks...

Silence being the opposite of Noise or to be used in a proper sense, talking!

I think Silence speaks more than words and even actions. Silence works in a very rare case. If one doesn’t speak it is mostly taken in a very negative or a very wrong indication.

If to be Silent is a personal choice what is the outcome?
Being silent can be
a way to be away from a certain topic, a way to just not to take the not so needed conversations, a way to tell the person opposite to just shut up and get lost from my life, a way to just say I have no say on what you are talking, a way to tell I am not comfortable talking about anything to anyone here, a way to say I need space, a way to say I am just not able to talk because I just can’t...

One has to realise why the person is Silent... Silence is a very important tool which can cut the tree of relations or can build tall skyscrapers, only if you understand the actual meaning of ‘SILENCE’ at the right time of the right person.

I want to be Silent... It is always good to be Silent that is what I strongly feel now... It is so naice not to talk to anyone about anything... The question of communicating just does not arise... No misunderstandings, no expressions, no faults in life, no one to share anything with one, no work, no relations, no duties, no responsibilities, so you, so alone... The thought of being ALONE makes me excited now – a - days. I just need SILENCE in my life...

Silence also can mean that I want to run away from the things I have done till date... It is not at all that I want to run away, I just want to distract myself from a lot of things, want to just end all the conflicts which my mind plays... It is only my work which takes these things away from me...

So I have decided to GO SILENT & work like a donkey and just be in myself... Not to talk unless needed, not to talk unless the person in front of you wants to talk... Have decided I will talk only through my writings. I just don’t want to tell anyone what happens to me what I want... I want everyone to realise the mistakes which they make while understanding me & I will help them so only through my Silence & I am not going to tell them everything, it’s just going to be jotted down.

I talk to everyone around but they take in a wrong way even though I keep it clean and clear with them... Then they feel guilty, then they feel bad and then they come up with things which I haven’t thought off ever... And if the closest people around me are getting affected because of a complete third person why does this happen from people from nowhere just come back to your life and ruin it... I am tired of hurting others because of me and I want everyone to just stop thinking about me... I want to be Silent but will talk only through the way I write and of course my Photography and my Drawings... The one’s who understand me will understand in the correct way...

Bakiche gele khadyat...

The VOICE...

The most ADORABLE VOICE ever heard...

by me,

THE VOICE feels so KNOWN, its still so FAMILIAR...

But never seen the VOICE...

The VOICE makes my VOICE to pump all MY LIFE out...

The VOICE sings... The VOICE jokes around with me...

But still the VOICE is loved by my ears... My ears know the VOICE so well,

even though my eyes don't see him the ears tell me

the truth, clear, faith, love, passion, joy, blush, anger, madness, irritation & touch of him through his VOICE...

He makes me feel and see the beauty of this world only through his VOICE...

The UNKNOWN RELATIONSHIP....

This is a blog dedicated to this Unknown Relationship which I share with this Guy...

His Name 'AHIL' is also one in this million, crores of population of the world...

I met him in Symbiosis College back then when I was in my 12th standard...

He is the one who one can say "great things come in short packages" or something similar to it...

We have spent years then discussing how I fell in love with him but then realized how I don't love him anymore.. We spent discussing years what we want to make use of this life... We spent years talking to each other how we've become grown up but still how I have the child in me... We spent years submitting our practical books... We spent years in fighting with each other due to the smallest of the things possible, but then they were important to fight on! We spent years on shouting on each other that he should gain some weight and I should loose some... We spent years celebrating the success of just passing and thinking that damn why can't we score more than last time even though we have spent more time in studying... We spent years sorting out on small changes which came in our lives... We spent years in not talking to each other but then one day just giving a call and saying why the hell didn't you call up, why is it me always! We spent in years just listening to each others Silence... We spent years in just saying 'Hi' to each other and keeping the phone down... We spent years saying to each other kya yaar Purva teri shaadi hogi naah agle saal & kya yaar muze tang karta rehta hain tu yaar.... We spent years in suggesting different career options & arguing on them... We spent years just by saying nothing to each other when we met... We spent a moment in those years where we actually held our hands and I actually went blank during those moments... and We both suddenly realised it and we just left them off...

We spent so many years BUT WE STILL DON'T HAVE A GOOD photograph of just the TWO OF US!!

I don't know from where I got him in my life... I always had a different feeling, a different appeal about him when I meet him, when I speak to him...

its all Different... with him... I know every thought of his... I know what he might be thinking off.. We have spoken bad about each other for each other - somewhere but it has all been out in front of each other and its all there we know the facts... We both are all okay with it... Its all THE TRUST, the TRUTH, the PURITY, the FAITH...

We share every thought... We share every belief... We share every loss - every gain... This unknown relationship of ours... Very weird I feel sometimes but I am so for for it, I am so PROUD of it...

Its a relationship which I share with him & only HIM & I DON'T WANT to SHARE it WITH ANYONE else... Not only of A BEST FRIEND nor of a GIRLFRIEND/ BOYFRIEND... But he is that one with whom I can share everything and tell him about everyone... He understands it just from my hello... He knows it all... He knows it to the maximum...

In short,

You make me feel alive...

You make me feel happy...

You make me feel important...

You make me feel real....

You make me feel alone...

You make me feel motivated...

You make me feel love...

You make me feel joy...

You make me feel LIFE...

Love You loads...............

‘I’s... ‘Me’s...

I didn’t believe in being ALONE...
But the CROWD taught me to be all ALONE...

I didn’t believe in FAITH...
Unless I got HOME COOKED FOOD from my BOSS’s WIFE...

I didn’t believe in DESTINY...
But HARD WORKS proves it more rightly to me...

I didn’t believe in SMILING...
But the PAPER told me how to do so...

I didn’t believe in LOVE...
But now I can feel it all AROUND me...

I didn’t believe in SLEEP ...
But I NEVER knew SLEEP was so PEACEFUL when my eyes were closed...

I didn’t believe in DREAMS...
But THE CITY taught me TO DREAM...

I didn’t believe in HAPPINESS...
Unless I ALONE got the DREAMS with a SMILING SLEEP clutched with DESTINY of LOVE and FAITH of being HAPPY...

- Purva Damle.

The POEM....

I can feel THE LOVE
WITHOUT even
SEEING YOU...

Why is this FEELING
so BEAUTIFUL...??

The BEAUTY of this FEELING
make me LOVE you the MORE...

MORE I THINK about YOU
the FEELING
to MEET YOU REACHES its LIMITS...

I HOPE I DON'T reach such LIMITS where
I will NOT be ABLE TO SEE YOU...

--- Purva Damle.

THE NATURE Vs. THE MANKIND

The nature and the man has been in a continuous race when man found out that the man can make out brilliant things out of nature and can add on to his benefit. The world is growing population, pollution all sorts, but still the nature isn't that angry as shown in 2012, when the world will be finished according to its director.

I have been observing this photograph from the past almost one year. I have understood one thing out of it, even though we make 100 things out of the nature for our own benefit the NATURE is going to outcast us totally... The nature is far more intelligent than us. Even though it seems to be innocent when we use it, its smart enough to get back to us.

This photograph is so basic one. Single 'Bisleri' bottle struggling in front of those huge waves which are coming down and crashing on the beach. The water won't take time to take that bottle in and finish it off. But is that bottle going to be destroyed. No, instead it will be such a poison in the nature's mouth that it will slowly kill the nature.

Is that how the nature got us in this world? I agree that we have made the bottle for our purpose, but are we so selfish that we don't even bother to take it back home?

This is the time when we don't look behind and are in our own sweet dreams of PLASTIC all AROUND US.

Suddenly from nowhere we just come up and say Global Warming.. The NATURE is depleting... and then to more of our shock,

We suddenly realise that oh shit! the Ice at both the polar regions is melting at a drastic speed. the Everest known as the third pole is having the Garbage bin where only trekkers can reach and come back., are they really cleaning it up? Even though one needs to stay up and alive in that cold, who told you to go up their? Did the God come and tell you? Or is it that you won't feel good that you haven't climbed the Everest, you won't come to heaven but you will only go to hell?

For that matter have we even seen what Heaven looks like or the Hell? I sometimes feel our Earth is NO less than the Hell? Its better that I go to the Heaven, then, if it is supposed to be good, isn't it?

Do we really care for our nature who has made us the way we are today?

Are we alive for the real? Are we going to give back the nature its own life?

The bottle's top is closed, the PLASTIC says no to the WATER which is just behind it. The Sea is all open to give water to us from that bottle but the PLASTIC doesn't want it to be inside it. How selfish, inhumanly can the man- made thing think about itself. Its steady and saying nothing.

what guts. It doesn't know that because of the Water the Plastic is in this world, if the water wasn't been here on the earth LIFE would be 'Zero', plastic is a complete NO NO...

This fight of man made things and the nature is going to go on until the MAN is ALIVE or the NATURE is TALL...

The NATURE is so strong that with one wave it can kill crores of people. With one Shake of its Bumps it can make thousands of buildings come down and kill lakhs of people. With one blow of wind it can make the rainy season start from OCTOBER to JANUATY AND the WINTER from JULY to AUGUST... It just needs seconds to do that...

Though we are killing the nature step by step, if the NATURE gets back on US, it won't think even for a Milli Sceond, We will be DESTROYED, totally...

So, its not LATE yet... STOP THE Vs. thing and think for real...

Save the FORESTS, ANIMALS (include yourself)..

The rule applies here to - BE GOOD TO THE NATURE, IT WILL BE GOOD TO YOU...

Love THE EARTH... it will LOVE YOU BACK... Give the NATURE its RIGHTS, or YOUR RIGHTS will be STOLEN and will NEVER BE RETURNED to YOU...

Its YOU who STARTED, YOU will be the ONE to END it ALL !!!

Wake Up... Stand Tall... Do Something.... Survive... Give back the NATURE its OWN LIFE...