And I am in LOVE all OVER AGAIN....!!!!

Came back to Pune!

Met one of a common Friend today... Had fun, spoke about all kinds of Movies, Music!

We went on talking....

Did not think much about the special one till I reached back home in Mumbai... I said that I have been thinking about him the day I saw him... Man, I have been caring for him, listening to him, following him, right from my school days and my college days too..

.

I did fall in LOVE twice! But THIS LOVE had been right from the first...

I left my HOUSE in the thought THAT as I am in Mumbai, I will meet him soon! I do miss him, though I see him once a year!

He is so CLOSE to me still SO FAR! awwwww, I LOVE him too m

uch...

I sat in my BUS which regularly takes me back to MY LOVELY CITY, called PUNE!

I took my ticket went with the whole lot of huge luggage with me, uff...

I hated the luggage carrying part...

I just sat, settled down, relaxed...

Thought, as still thinking....

I put in MY EAR plugs, started with the MUSIC!

Their came the SONG "Pehela Nasha... Pehla Khumar.... Naya Pyar hain Naya Intazar..."

I went into the beautiful visuals of that song...

There I saw MY LOVER standing with all his arms open only to HUG me!

He was singing the song just for me...

I suddenly got up, The BUS had just started with aTHUD! I was like BLOODY SHIT! Isko dheere chalu karne ko nahi hota kya, Bus! Idiot... Man hi man main bohot galiyaan di...

But then!

I was back into my Dream sequence... "udta hi feeru... in havaoo main kahi... .... ... .... eka kardu asaman aur jameen..."

Oh I so love You, I said that to him!

again The BUS, screeching sound I fortunately was done with the song... So wasn't ANGRY on the BUS DRIVER!

Then suddenly the newspaper which was given at the boo

king counter fell down from my laps!

And there I saw him again... In the newspapers, I mean he used to stay away from them! away from interviews...

But then, he is like that, LOVES to GIVE people around, a SWEET SHOCK!

And then I started reading his article which said all about

HIS UPCOMING MOVIE, 3 IDIOTS!!!

Oh MAN, how can one be so NAICE, so generous, So POLITE, SO light hearted, SO down to earth....

Why DO I LOVE THIS MAN ???

This was the only question jumping around like a Jumping Jack from My HEAD TO my HEART!

I am in SO MUCH IN LOVE with HIM...

That MY PAST LOVE LIFE has gone for a TOTAL TOSS...

I bloody care about it!

I mean I have put that on COMPLETE HALT... and on a COMPLETE STOP!

Well,

aahhhhaaaa...... Now I GET it, you all were still thinking about something serious which is going on between me and some friend of mine/ some colleague of mine?

haaawwwwww...... Just can't believe it...

Its ONE and ONLy

Aabhie tak nahi nahi samjah main kiski baat kar rahi hoon?

Quayamat se Quamat Tak, Main ussiko mera Dil diya hain,

Kabh se mera Dil Chahta Hain ki main ussi pey Fanna ho jaoo...

Par Pata nahi main konsa Taara zameen ka dekh rahi thi... Jiski vajah se main 3 idiot main bhi nahi soch paii...

I am IN TOTAL LOVE WITH THIS GUY.....

I seriously want to meet him...

One HUG from HIM, that's the ONLY thing I WANT !!!

And that mischievous SMILE of his !!!

That is what I need.....

And I will be his Ghulam... Aur main kounsa bhi Lagaan dene keliye tayar hoon...

Now you get it, whom I am talking about.....

Jo Jeeta Wohi Sikander!

:-P

Love you MY DEAREST.......

One MONTH...

The Month...

October was about to over, My work destination was decided and finalised, planned to leave the Home City!

Left Pune, on the 1st of November, for my Interns, this time it was everything - had to live alone, sleep alone, cook (if possible) alone, get up alone, everything on Me! I left and there I was in the DREAM world... The feeling was great..

Exactly after ONE MONTH i asked myself that, is THE FEELING still GREAT?

and the answer from MY BRAIN just went to the LIPS, and there CAME A WIDE SMILE on My LIPS... ;-)

Was so Happy, felt top of the world when I said to myself that "PURVA, great GOING... Go ahead and YOU will make IT..."

There comes a call from My Mother's Sister just to tell me that 'MY NAME - PURVA DAMLE, had come in the Newspaper - Lokmat'... Was sleepy and I get up with a JUMP and a VERY CURIOUS smile on my face! Was so curious to see that then !!!

What MORE does one want appreciation and recognition of the WORK one does... My GIFT was IN MY HANDS IN 3 DAYS, when Dad came and GAVE THE newspaper WHICH SAID and HAD MY NAME... I anyway loved MY NAME, and NOW I LOVE IT MORE !!!

My gift, My Life, My Feelings, My Thought : Getting so Much feedback, getting so much of attention... It FEELS like I AM HERE just to STAY and WORK !

This ONE MONTH was a MONTH of

1) Curiousness.

2) Anxiety.

3) Learning.

4) Parting.

5) Laughters.

6) Anger.

7) Promotion.

8) Management.

9) Friends.

10) Family.

It has been just too good of MY experience!!

This will surely add on TO MY LIFE...

One MONTH of NEWNESS, MADNESS, IDIOTNESS, PAGALPAN, YEDCHAP giri, LIFE...

My LIFE just TOOK a TURN where ONLY I CAN GO...

Love THIS MONTH! Thanks to all who MADE NOVEMBER - THE MONTH of MY JOB...

:)

Everything will change But ME !

In the next 144 hours I will be in the City of Dreams - Mumbai! That's the place where everybody fulfils his/her Dreams!

I just don't know how this dream of mine suddenly came true. I knew had to go to Mumbai and work for the remaining life time! Have always craved for such this dream to come true.

After I got to know that I will be leaving soon, all kind of thoughts started coming into my mind. I have always been given a hint by God that You are going to be independent, you are going to end up in Mumbai. How well loads of stories of mine..

Couple to mention -

1) When I was a kid I used to never take the help of anything for standing up, I used to go in the centre or rather away from the support and used to try to stand and then take a couple of steps and used to fall. I always told my Mother about this - see Mamma I am going to be independent someday, God had already given that hint to you. And she used to just go away with that mysterious smile of her's, she never understood it, may be now she will...

2) Well I have always loved travelling by Trains, whether its the normal - Deccan Queen or the Locals of Mumbai. I have always stood up to this non-living thing and always smiled at it. I have always felt naice, when I see a train! Why? Good question, No I know why - The Trains of Mumbai have been calling me for the past 21 years!

I have finally decided to go to Mumbai and do my Internship. My parents are in full support and My sister too... I am so happy about it that I am finally working!

The place is known to me very well, but still the nervousness & scary feeling. I believe in myself but still the feeling of confusion! Why, is the amazing question which I ask myself? And a lot of times I never get the answer... But I get it later on.

I will be staying at my relatives place, though it being my own relatives and the place, I am sure it won't be like my house.

My Bed will change!

The positioning of the Window in the room will change!

Bloody hell, I won't be keeping My Room in a Mess, I'll need to Arrange Things Properly... Noooo!!

I have to put My Bed properly which I am so Not used to doing!

The Basin will change, I won't see my own Green Basin..

I won't see My Own Drawings on my Cupboard, and will need to see the wooden cupboards with nothing on it... Noooooo!!!

The Balcony view will change... Instead of Pune Rickshaws and Two Wheelers I will be seeing the Local Trains - Day and Night! Instead of the Huge tree which I can see from My Balcony, It would be the Loo on the Station, aaaarrrgggghhhh! Just Imagine...

No Garage - No Activa... Only get out and walk down to the station and travel for an hour to reach anywhere In Mumbai. But travelling by train - sounds good!

Getting up in the morning and not finding the roads empty but with people walking all over the place, especially Sundays. Pune sleeps in the Afternoon, Mumbai never sleeps.

There is a lake near Pune, which I hardly Visit; But the Ocean just besides this beautiful city might be there in my daily routine. This is the place where I'll always remember my best of the days, best of the people I have ever known!

The Sunrays in the Room are going to directly enter and they will be on my face, here in Pune the Sun never comes on my face when I get up!

I will be seeing the huge Buildings in my area, where I have seen only bung laws and building of short heights!

Is there anything that won't change, when I asked this question to myself, The ANSWER came within a sec - ITS ME, which won't change!

Its Me who will remain the same... But I will have to compromise on a few things only because of My Work, Trust Me!

I know I won't be talking to all of You so much, daily! I know I won't be giving my updates and My Mind status won't be updated everyday! I know I might not pick your calls. May be I won't even call back! I am so sorry for the mistakes which I have done. I hope you will forgive me for the stupid things I have done!

But I promise that I will get the Smile on your face always and I will surely Make You all Laugh your Lungs out when You talk to me!

I hope this three hour of Journey doesn't take me Far away from you all... I have always Loved you and will always Love all of You.. Its just a request of understanding me for few days till I adjust in My Whole NEW KNOWN WORLD!

I respect each and everyone of You, who go through this blog and who are really dear to me..

I'm Going to MISS YOU ALL.....

Keep in touch...

Take Care!

Keep smiling and laughing even though I am not the one who makes you do so...

Miss ME!

Remember Me..

:-)

WHAT If.....????

WHAT IF.... ???

A very good question to ask yourself when you look at something, some one or anything which you thought you would love to have it for yourself. Right ?

Well this one question came to my mind a few days ago! I don't know how, I was just walking down in my college corridor and this question just popped in just like a pop up window of a person to whom you really don't want to chat with but he/she just doesn't want to stop the conversation!
Hehehehehe... Well that is how exactly I felt because I didn't want that thought to proceed...

But then 'jyo hona hain voh hota hain!' So that thought just seeded in my brain & then just grew as a long story, so thought of asking myself and you all what if...???

I have friends who most of them are Guys, I know I know You all must have come to know about it by now..
But then there was a conversation which I kind off overheard that day itself where I was just walking past the footpath of my road, where a middle aged couple was talking & having a 'tu tu mai main' types of small zagda! I mean I guess they were having a talk on a t-shirt which the Husband was wearing, where the Wife had seen it for the first time.. SURPRISING, was that for me ! The wife said that is it from any friend of yours whose a female? That is why you did not tell me? The husband said ya, why to tell.. I mean usse kya hoga? Then the Wife said that will you like if I have friend who is a male and giving me gifts which I don't tell you? The Husband challenged his Wife that make a friend who is a male with whom you can share anything!
Haaaaaannnnnn.............. I mean from where it went where??
The Wife did not say anything, obviously why and how is she going to reply to her husband,
AT THE END OF DAY INDIA IS STILL A MALE ORIENTED SOCIETY !!! SICK....
Why can't we just change these things? Why dont we get this in Public... Why should the Girls/Ladies sacrifice more? Why?? I mean I agree even Guys/ Gents do sacrifices but why are ours, Ladie/Girls sacrifices taken just like that why are we not able to put our steps forward and fight for it? Is it because we are physically more week than Gents/ Guys.. Remember Gals/ Ladies we are mentally strong which is way more important that Physical strongness..

Ya now I know you all might think No We won't say or put any restictions on my Wife/Girlfriend to meet anyone... Ask yourself, Be truthful to yourself.. And then ANSWER TO YOURSELF !!!
Realise That at the end of the DAY your Wife/Girlfriend is a HUMAN BEING and she needs to be Not Only with her FRIEND who are Ladies But, WHY not Friends who are of the opposite Sex?

Then I thought what about me when I get married? Hahahahahaha... I have like 90% of friends who are guys... How am I going to stay alive, without my Friends...???? Noways !!!
You have to trust and have faith on your PARTNER so much that you, I mean should have no problem of her/ him meeting anyone from this world ! It should be like CLEAN & CLEAR...
Why doubts and all...... Why so uncomfortability? I mean this a thing which should be thought of...

Then I was like WHAT IF... ??? She makes a friend who is male and kinds of manages to share everything, her feelings her thoughts then....!!! So cool, I mean i'll be so happy... But she should ofcourse know where she should scratch a straight line in this friendship and the same goes to the Husband!
There are things which she must be comfortable in sharing with some other Male friend of hers while the same thing with Husband! But it shouldn't be made so often that A fight can occur and tend to just blast the whole relatioonship...

Don't RESTRICT YOURSELF NOR YOUR PARTNER FROM INTERACTING WITH ANYONE ! AND TAKING ANY KIND OF STEP TOWARDS MAKING HER/HIS LIFE MORE INTERSETING AND LIVELY ! She/ Him have a full freedom to choose from so many people, to talk to whom and whom not to!

LIVE LIFE THE WAY YOU WANT AND NOT HOW OTHERS WANT....
So WHAT IF...... Others say rott things, which you know they are NOT TRUE !!! And people are here to TALK, But then don't give others a talk about yourself that it ruins your life & others too.... who are your near and dear one's & who understand you !

The MEETING - A ROLLER COASTER RIDE & THE SECRET REVEALS...

I was just back from my first class weekend... Well that's a SECRET guys !!!

Anyways that apart, I was coming back from My friends place the other day & I suddenly clicked me that I got to know THAT I WAS FEELING GOOD.. Why, when & How, have no Idea! But as one of MY FRIEND SAYS - its that some questions are unanswered and let them be so...

I was coming back and then I realised that, That was the event which I so wanted it to HAPPEN... So true, So strong! The whole world acted exactly the way I wanted, so that I FEEL GOOD !!! I get that part of JOY, HAPPINESS which I wanted from the past FOUR MONTHS...
I am absolutely lost about so easily that happened to me.... I mean WITHIN no TIME its just happened.. And WOW !!!

From that day onwards my LIFE took an absolute U turn, I mean everything started looking SO GREAT... SO POSITIVE & that is what I always WANTED it to happen !!!
It was nothing GREAT, I mean from an individuals point of VIEW its nothing, BUT FOR ME SEEING his FACE was so important.... A tight HUG was so NEEDED for me ! I don't know I am puzzled, Dazzeled, THAT it fatak se took place...

That is WHAT I ALWAYS WANTED ! I ALWAYS WANTED HIM NEAR ME for THAT ONE MOMENT... !! And then I can just STAY HAPPY !

Hey people I am NOT IN LOVE WITH HIM.... I AM IN LOVE BUT with SOMEBODY ELSE !

He is THE BESTEST BEST FRIEND of MINE... The TOUCH OF HIS HANDS TO MY HANDS, the WAY HE TOOK CARE OF ME - I mean he treated ME LIKE A SMALL KID ! I was so not aware of it that GUYS are so CARING... I mean I always had friends so caring BUT Sambhav !!!
Its just DIFFERENT !

We met and within a day's time I had to leave him and had absolutely NO words, HE was talking about HIS GIRLFRIEND to me & then I just LEFT.. I mean I had to leave! I was in tears but I never wanted to tell him! He is JUST so Imprtant for me in my LIFE... It just happens, that You meet him/her and you suddenly realise that LIFE has GIVEN YOU YOUR FRIEND, YOUR OXYGEN, YOUR EVERYTHING....

I haven't disclosed things AS I CANNOT - and that's THE REASON THIS BLOG OF MINE IS REALLY HALF WAY THROUGH...
But Those who are really close to me KNOW what I am TALKING ABOUT !!!

ITS JUST THAT AFTER THIS ROLLER COASTER RIDE OF MINE - I came to know THE SECRET of BEING / FEELING GOOD & HAPPY! Always THINK OF WHAT YOU WANT... YOU WILL GET IT !!!!

This BLOG is DEDICATED TO MY DEAREST SWEETHEART - sambhav....
Lots Of Love!

YOURS
puri !

What IF YOU meet YOUR IDOLS ????

MADNESS...........
What a day of majja !!!

I did not go for my friend's Birthday party - was a surprise for him, :-(
But then there was a genuine reason for it... Had planned to go to the award function - the Maharshtra awards!
Well for me the greatest thing for going to the show was to meet my two Idols whon I have always dreamt about - Aamir Khan & Mahesh Manjrekar! Two greatest people for me & for my life...

I had met Mahesh Manjrekar before also but did not talk to him personally..
Was in Balewadi stadium that day! Can't even remember that day - I am so lost still, thinking that its a dream...
Mahesh Manjrekar had called my Dad to ask him where he is before the programme to start! But when we reached the stadium tey gullach zale... Me and my dad were roaming here and there, madly me running behind him to meet Mahesh Sir!
Dad sent me back again... But then Ohh God, I was about to sit and Dad calls up and says come fast come as soon as possible! I thought I am goging to meet BOTH OF THEM TOGETHER... I started running helter sketlter... Like a MAD !!! People staring at me as if I had lost it... But ya I had actually LOST my HEAD and HEART at the same time!
Well, Then I finally went into the so called dressing room... There I enter and everywhere smoke... And then here HE is - MAHESH MANJREKAR, WAITING only TO MEET ME !!!! Wow.................... WHAT a feeling - OUT OF THE WORLD, was on cloud 9! We actually hand shaked with each other.. He accepted my proposal of going to see his editing room... Haah Bhari!!!

Then I couldn't handle my hapiness I left from there, was in my own sweet world then!

I came back to my own place! The programme started weel on time.. The stage was lit up with full of colours...

Half an hour passed by and THERE STEPS IN MY HERO of MY LIFE.... AAMIR KHAN....
I felt like flying like a batman to him and say 'HI', and just a hug from him! That's what I want from him!
He had come as simple as possible clothes... Simple, Smart & Handsome !!! He was wearing a WHITE KURTA & A BLUE JEANS.... No WORDS TO EXPRESS MY FEELINGS.... !!!
He is so YOUNG BY HEAR still - The Naughtiness in his heart still alive.. Can't talk MARATHI but can understand It... Hehehehehe !!! CUTE na???
Toch GODVA azuni kasa asu shakto konihi ??? kasa kay mhanje? He is JUST LIKE A DREAM for ME...
He got the award, and was talking choooooo chweet... Baapre can't control my feelings !!!
My DREAM man should be JUST LIKE HIM....
Want someone like him seriously! If at all....

Well I can GO ON & ON about HIM- Aamir Khan, muuahh LOVE YOU re...

A NEWS I have HIS RECORDED VOICE.... ;-)
WHAT DO YOU SAY ABOUT THAT now???

JEALOUS huh??? !!!!
Hehehehehe......

LOVE YOU ALL...
Have some passion towards your favourite ACTORS & ACTRESSES...
DREAM BIG !!!
Will surely meet them once........

God Bless !!!

LOVE... All !!!

The last DAY... MIXED !!!!

The last day!
Of my INTERNSHIP.....

Had a complete weird feeling, instead of weired it would be right to say a mixed feeling.

I knew the days were going to pass fast because anything which I like has to pass fast and the things get over quickly! I don't how it always manages to happen with me...
Well this thought because with absolutely no time pass happening - it was only Office Office & Office for me! Get up go to the Gym, go back home get ready and go to the office, come back home, Hang out with friends or eat Mom's head or take the scoldings of her's! Ohh God what a roller coaster ride was this One month for me...

I had some assignment which had to be completed & had to go for college so had planned to take a half day and say the Final Bye to me co-workers. That day reached 5 minutes late due to some inconvenience and then as usual my Bike has started giving me a problem! So was late...
Managed to take my Activa and leave with my friend who also works there! We both left...
We both started working and as usual we switched on everything, started with our so called anthem the new marathi song - "O Raje".. Completely boosted up to work then ! Then came my Coffee - it tasted Heaven that day, last time Coffee in Office it suddenly struck me.. Shittt was the reaction! Thanks a lot Supriya for those wonderfull coffee from the wonderfull coffee machine, hehehehehehe!!!!
Then came my one of my colleuges, God knows as usual he was in a hurry. My other Co-workers were also there... I told them after some time I am going up to sya a Final Good Bye to Sir and my Department Head, as they both were sitting up, on the top floor!
Said Bye to My Boss - She said "Purva, are you seriously going today? Is this day the really last one for you for this Intenship?" I replied immediately,"Yes, Suajata!" Then she says, ' But, no proper Bye also, I mean No party, dhad kahich nahi aga! I come one day and you say mala aaz nantar jamnar nahi, we'll plan to go out somewhere, you come on the 2nd or the 3rd!" I said,"No Problem, sure, why Not!"
Then I went to mY senior Boss - Amit Sir!
Told him that this this is there... I will be in contact with you!
Gave the Final Thanks & said Bye to him...

Then one of my colleuge who had been up said while going come down want to talk to you!
I went downstairs where I used to work again! Gave a final BYE to all of them sitting.. Not much only hand shakes and one hug! But everything was closed the chapter - khaat band, closed!
Thought that finally I have achieved something atleast 0.005% in life, now!
Now I can go out and do well, That confidence got boosted up when my Last day in the Office of Indian Magic Eye ended...

While coming back home, a complete mixed feeling; Had tears in the eyes - was feeling bad because as I was getting settled in the atmosphere of the Office I had to leave it! Happy - at the same time I was Happy on my side I mean I could do something, help! I enjoyed one month, I did whatever I like the most...
Wow !!! awesome FEELING......

I was really HAPPY, but now I feel like working always! Now I know why my parents used to say that I should complete my Studies first and then do the Job!


But anyways, INDIAN FILM INDUSTRY, HERE I COME TO CONQUER !!!
Love this FIELD..... Has excitement, Life, Love, Passion, Expressions, Feelings, Practicality, Politics! You mention and its there1 And the most important - Creaitivity & Liveliness at the work place....... Nothing like it, I guess !!!!

Love YOU all, My I.M.E, colleauges for this time! To give all the possible inputs and knowledge you could ad on!

THANKS A LOT - Ruggie, Shreyas, Gaurav, Sujata, Binya, Anoop. Sujata and last but not the least Amit Sir !!!

Take care guys!
Love You...

PURVA / PURWA - spelling main kya pada hain ???

Mitwa, Tu aaja re
LAGAAN
Singer(s): UDIT NARAYAN, ALKA YAGNIK, SUKHWINDER SINGH, AND SRINIVAS
UDIT NARAYAN – Took My NAME in this SONG !!!
Aamir Khan – Lip-synced My NAME in this SONG !!!
--MALE 1--
Har sant kahe, saadhu kahe
Sach aur saahas hai jiske mann mein
Ant mein jeet usiki rahe
--MALE 2--
Aaja re aaja re, aaja re aaja re
Bhale kitne lambe ho raste, ho
Thake na tera yeh tan, ho
Aaja re aaja re, sun le pukaare dagariya
Rahe na yeh raste taraste, ho, tu aaja re
Is dharti ka hai raja tu, yeh baat jaan le tu
Kathinaayi se takraa ja tu, nahin haar maan le tu
Mitwa, sun mitwa, tujhko kya darr hai re
Yeh dharti apni hai, apna ambar hai re
O mitwa, sun mitwa, tujhko kya darr hai re
Dharti apni hai, apna ambar hai re
Tu aaja re
--FEMALE--
Sun lo re mitwa
Jo hai tumre mann mein, vohi hamre mann mein
Jo sapna hai tumra, sapna vohi hamra hai
Jeevan mein
--MALE 2--
Haan, chale hum liye aasa ke diye nayanan mein
Diye hamri aasaaon ke kabhi bujh na paaye
--FEMALE--
Kabhi aandhiyaan jo aake inko bujhaaye
--MALE 2--
O mitwa, sun mitwa, tujhko kya darr hai re
Yeh dharti apni hai, apna ambar hai re
O mitwa, sun mitwa, tujhko kya darr hai re
Dharti apni hai, apna ambar hai re
Tu aaja re
--FEMALE—
(Ta na, ta na na na, ta na na na na na
Ta na, ta na na na, ta na na na na
Ta na, ta na na na, ta na na na na na, aaja re) - 2
--MALE 2--
Sun lo re mitwa
PURWA (PURVA) bhi gaayegi, masti bhi chhaayegi
Milke pukaaro to
Phoolon waali jo rut hai, aayegi
--FEMALE--
Haan, sukh bhare din, dukh ke binlaayegi
Hum tum sajaaye aao, rangon ke mele
--MALE 2--
Rehte ho bolo kaahe tum yun akele
Mitwa, sun mitwa, tujhko kya darr hai re
Yeh dharti apni hai, apna ambar hai re
--MALE 3--
O mitwa, sun mitwa, tujhko kya darr hai re
Yeh dharti apni hai, apna ambar hai re
Tu aaja re
--MALE 1--
Har sant kahe, saadhu kahe
Sach aur saahas hai jiske mann mein
Ant mein jeet usiki rahe
--MALE 2--
O mitwa, sun mitwa, tujhko kya darr hai re
Yeh dharti apni hai, apna ambar hai re
--ALL—
(O mitwa, sun mitwa, tujhko kya darr hai re
Yeh dharti apni hai, apna ambar hai re) - 3
Tu aaja re, tu aaja re, tu aaja re
Tu aaja re.


WHAT MORE DO I WANT !!!
AAMIR KHAN TAKING MY NAME IN THE SONG – then let IT BE Lip-synced ....

TURNS - THE RIGHTS and the LEFTS of our LIVES !

This is a beautiful part of one of the best parts of Maharashtra - Mahabaleshwar !
Well This was one turn where My family was going to Arthur seat... I forcefully made my Dad wait for this turn because the sun rays making their way to the tress just where the TURN is... Wow Great!

When I clicked this Photograph I actually did not like it but then once it came on my laptop and the moment I saw it I was in love with it... Its NO great Photograph but I though of so many things when I was just admiring the Photograph!

The road of our lives are exactly that colour, that dark when we are generally walking! And then suddenly from no where a turn comes and the LIGHT is thrown on that particular point/ reason/ ultimatum/ destination, etc etc.!!!!

But when I went ahead of the Sun raises - I kept on looking at the end tip of the Road where it seems to have stopped - you can say it might be a DEAD END !
But NO - You somehow expect that someone will now walk in or someone will suddenly turn up with a vehicle with top speed...

There is some kind of hope when you see such a turn - and that's when I felt that this is the exact same way how we Human Beings keep on expecting and making assumptions about what will be next and what will happen !!!! Whenever we expect something else or somebody else only turns up, this happens majority of the times... Think Think ! I know I am right here!!!! Hehehehehe...
The way to that destination seems to be really easy and very supportive but suddenly when you see that you get stuck then you find lights everywhere which tend to block your view or it also happens that everything gets bright and makes your view much better! Its upon you how you take it...

The game is always and will be played by the only one who made this MAD, BEAUTIFUL, AMAZING, UNBELIEVABLE, no more words to describe this UNIVERSE !!!!
He is the DIRECTOR, PRODUCER & we all are his ACTORS....
So do listen to him or else - Khatam Zindagi !!!!

These turns are going to come in our lives - The LIFE WITHOUT THE RIGHT AND LEFT TURNS IS NOT A GREAT LIFE....
Kashtanshivay kahihi pariyay nahi !!!!!
OUR LIFE IS JUST LIKE THE PASARNI GHAT - make the best of it!
Look carefully make it the best of it and help others!
This LIFE IS GREAT, ENJOY....

WAIT FOR THE CORRECT AS WELL AS THE WRONG TURNS IN YOUR LIFE !
Without them LIFE IS STRAIGHT, WHAT'S THE USE IF THERE IS NO SUSPENSE ???
NATURE AROUND YOU TEACHES YOU A LOT!
GRAB IT....

Love YOUR LIFE !!!!

Take Care ....
Be HAPPY WITH RISKS coming in your life !!!!

Love YOU ....
Love MY LIFE !!!

Is MARRIAGE the only reason we are BORN for?

Well I know a different question from a person whom you won't expect one like this?
I came up with this question because for a few days I have been going through things or rather one of my friend is going through this amazing life puzzle of balancing Career and Relationships!

Her profession, hahahaha! Good question - she an editor! So that's like my future too, ummmm I don't know! Anyways she has been in such an amazing roller coaster ride in the past couple of months that I just can't believe it! She actually decided to give up and decide not to marry... But why not I am not surprised at all... Is marring the only option left when you turn say 24 or 30 years old?
If your profession is so that you have to out with people of your same profession late nights while your husband or boyfriend is not comfortable! If I have to stay out with the production people till 2:30 am! Then, obviously, I have to still fight with my parents - I can understand that they care, but so what? I mean that's my work & I love doing it! I know its just for the sake of caring, but don't you think that parents at some time of life should leave their child alone to fly! I mean if my parents have a problem then suddenly the third person who comes into my life will definitely have a problem, but then should I get married? Should I get married to that person who is from the same profession? Then comes the belief that from my profession - marriages are not successful - and unfortunately it is true!
But why do we get married? A very basic question which I think I need answer at the right time! So do help me in that...
I think marriages are for two things:
1) Getting a company for the whole life after your parents pass away!
2) Having sex and producing Kids, and increasing the population of every country.

Agreed with both the reasons! But do we have any reason for coming into this world?
I mean there are so many things to do in life! Who wants to stay in this world and make the place crowded. I don't want to stay alive more than 65 - max 70 years!
Kyun boz bana hain re logon pe!

Oh having sex is a completely different area...
Well at the age of 30 I guess I'll be earning atleast Rs. 25,000...
I think I can handle myself in that much!
Well and the aim is that produce babies - its better I adopt one, AND DEFINITELY A GIRL!
The life is so much better! Population bhi nahi badhega?

What sounds better you tell -
a) kya aapki ladki ki shadi nahi hui?
OR
b) kya aapki ladki ka divorse hua hain aur voh abhi gharpe hain?
Instead don't get married na!! Mast raho life ENJOY karo...

These questions because these are the consequences of not marrying anyone - whether a girl or a boy!
Think... This was thought by guys earlier but now it is a thought which is coming into the minds of girls...
IS IT OK? Or is it the guys rated first or the need of the society?
Without a Girl, dam it no one in this world would be there. If the women decides to abort no one can stop her!
So,
MORAL OF THE STORY IS -

MARRY THE ONE WHOM YOU LOVE AND WHO LOVES YOU EQUALLY, HAS TRUST COMPLETELY ON YOU - BLIND FAITH!
THERE ARE 1 CRORE REASONS IN THIS WORLD TO WORK FOR, AND MARRIAGE might RUIN THAT WORK AND YOUR DREAM.... Coming UNDER THE PRESSURE OF YOUR PARTNER...

This Question is in my mind because I am in LOVE but I am not expecting a YES from him and I have found a wonderful option to stay alive and HAPPY as well, HE BEING IN MY HEART ALWAYS....

Think BEFORE TAKING ANY STEP IN YOUR LIFE!
IT SHOULD BE PROFITABLE FOR YOU AS WELL AS FAMILY & FRIENDS AROUND YOU...

Love you ALL...
Take care!

TRULY - MADLY - DEEPLY...

No No I am not writing the lyrics of another song!
Don't worry...

TRULY - MADLY - DEEPLY are the three words or adjectives which we will like to put anywhere and everywhere!
Well these words came into my mind when I was Truly, Madly and Deeply dreaming...

Okay lets try which things came into my mind when I thought about these three words !!!!
Not many words though...

Hmm lets begin then??

Here they are -

1) Friendship : Don't You TRULY - MADLY - DEEPLY keep your friends close to you or keep your friendship so that you have that passion in You!
2) Profession : You give your career fully, TRULY - MADLY - DEEPLY passionate about yourself towards your profession!
3) Love : I know You Love that particular person whose in your life TRULY - MADLY - DEEPLY, huh.... Right ???
4) Respect : Don't you have respect for your parents TRULY - MADLY - DEEPLY.
5) Enmity : Hahahahahaha! I know everyone has an enemy, even if you don't show or mention the name. I know you must be having an enemy and u must be hating him/her TRULY - MADLY - DEEPI THLY. ;-)
6) Personality : You definitely hope or rather TRULY - MADLY - DEEPLY look up to and feel like meeting him or her once in a life time?
hmmmm bahut ho gaya na ab!
I think you take one word from anywhere and try to join these three words --> TRULY - MADLY - DEEPLY!
And if you don't get anything then _______ hehehehe KEEP TRYING!
I hope you'll get an answer soon....
So keep trying your creativity and let your life be of full thinking - TRULY - MADLY - DEEPLY...
Take Care
LOVE YOU !!!

Got ONE reason why I came into this WOLRD...

I know a heavy start, right?

Well that is how exactly I felt when I went to one of the production houses for my first ever professional interview in the so called Big Bad industry! That's exactly how I felt heavy, nervous, mad at myself, but at the same time I was glad that I am taking such a step in my life which will help me understand, realize am I doing the right thing or not...

At this stage thinking of RIGHT or WRONG step, hah???? I know I know its too late to think about these things, but I know its my right step!!!

Hmmm, don't worry I am not going away from the topic...

Well, My exams were like 3 days away, Final Internal exam! God, I did'nt even know how much marks each of the exam was...

Well, after studying just got up and decided to sit on the internet! After the whole day of studying I think I needed a break, don't you think so?
Anyways that apart I had e- mailed my resume to a production house 2 weeks back, and was very curious about the reply from there side! I did not get a reply till 2 weeks, were done! I was so upset but then, I said 'Ye mera patience kab kaam ayega?' (when will my patience come into work?)
I had just logged in to send him another reminder after sending two reminders to one of the partners of the company! But then to my SURPRISE I had got a reply from the company, got so MAD....... But then I read it and it said that 'give me a call at 10am.'
I was like 'kya yaar?' (what?) But then I made the complete use of my mobile phone, put a reminder on it, stored Sir's number!

Was soooooo Happy that I couldn't study for an hour! Then I was back to normal !!! hehehehe...

My family was having breakfast together at my grandmom's place due to some reason. As usual when you are with your family together then its not just possible to get up and just leave! So, i decided to stay... And there goes my mobile reminder! Though i remembered it (to call Sir), I just jumped and went towards the landline... I gave a call to the production house! Wow what a feeling!! Thrilled completely to talk to the owner of a company... And to my surprise he told me to reach the office in an hour! WOW........
I was like cool, I'll be there Sir!
I first went to my Mom and told her that i've got to leave ASAP.. She asked me hey what happened? Is everything alright? Go study.. Then I told her chill mamma everything fine, just have to leave for my first ever interview in an hour's time... She had a smile on her face and tapped my back and said go leave right away!
I had to go up to my house, take a bath, change and leave for the interview!
Told my sis too about the interview, she was really excited! She helped me in choosing my clothes for my interview! She chose, hahahahaha!!! Anyways then was ready and off I leave for the office...
as usual reached just before time, that's exactly 5 minutes before the time told to me! i was happy because i had to find it out the location and then.... You know how it feels!

Well then i entered the office, really simple! Very much ubrubt! but then i was like 'Jaisa dikhta hain vaisa hamesha hota thodi hain?' (you should never judge a book from its cover!)
Then i was made to sit and within a minute i was in the cabin!

Well this interview was really nice! Could answer everything and with a right attitude... Was really happy! Sir is a really busy person, it seemed! He was working continuously...

Then he took me down to the EDITING department...
Was not really impressed but then after seeing the software - FCP, WOW it felt like THAT'S
IT !!
I know what I am doing and what I want to do...

Sir did not tell me whether I was through or not till he introuced me to his collegue, the production controller! Wow, I was motivated because The head of the Department that too Production and on top of it a Female! Bhari ....
And that was the time when Sir told me that you are joining the office! That too in an indirect way - He said that (name - productio manager's) she is joing us from the 1st of May, 2009. Take care of her and take her case in all the work she does! She should get to know smallest of the thing when she leaves the office! And that was when I felt soooooooooo HAPPY that couldn't control it, YA YA but I did control it!!! hehehehehehehe....

I was then out of the office and finally out on the road!
Called up people whom I really care for and they know how much important is this decision for me!!! Well I am sorry did not give a call to three of my really close friends... Feeling really bad! Sorry guys!!! But then I did message them....

Ohh and yes while driving God helped me really to reach back home safely, nahi toh (or else) I would have been in the hospital instead of being in the college and giving exams!
hahahahaha....

But anyways the phrase which says 'ALL WELL THAT ENDS WELL!'
So that is what exactly happened to me on that day when I went through all kinds of roller coaster rides.......
Hahahahahaha!!!

LOVE YOU ALL...
TAKE CARE !!!
ENJOY THE FIRST SWEET FOOTSTEPS IN THE WOLRD....

One Of My Favourite Songs - Lyrics!

Kya Se Kya Hone Laga Hai
Haan Re Haan Hone Laga To Hai
Dil Tera Khone Laga Hai
Haan Re Haan Khone Laga To Hai
(Jeena Ho O O O O Jeena Ho O O O O
Jeena Ho O O O O Tere Liye)..(2)
Kya Se … Khone Laga To Hai
(Jeena Ho O O O O Jeena Ho O O O O
Jeena Ho O O O O Tere Liye)..(2)


Yeh Jo Hua Pehle Kabhi
Aisa Hua To Nahi Tha
Abh Ye Kaha Main Aa Gaya
Pehle Kahin Aur Mein Tha
Nasha Hai Ada Hai Maza Hai Zindagi Mein
Kushi Hai Hasi Hai Kya Nahi Zindagi Mein
(Jeena Ho O O O O Jeena Ho O O O O
Jeena Ho O O O O Tere Liye)..(2)


Dekha Tujhe Aisa Laga
Ab Dekhana Aur Hai Kya
Chaaha Tujhe Aisa Laga
Ab Chaahna Aur Hai Kya
Kiya Hai Diya Hai Liya Hai Pyaar Tera
Sama Yeh Jawa Hai Mili Jo Pyar Tera
(Jeena Ho O O O O Jeena Ho O O O O
Jeena Ho O O O O Tere Liye)..(2)
Kya Se Kya … Khone Laga To Hai
(Jeena Ho O O O O Jeena Ho O O O O
Jeena Ho O O O O Tere Liye)..(2)

Madhuri - My maid...

Madhuri, no no not Madhuri Dixit...
The maid who used to come to my house when I was 8 Years Old, I guess!

She is beautiful....
Just the perfect one anyone would like to have as their maid in the house. She was the one who has taken care of me right from then till just 4 days back!

She is the one to whom I taught English! I know good na? She is a great student!

I am writing about her because I won't be seeing her anymore as she has left the Job permenantly, due to some personal reasons... She has always been the most regular and the most honest with me and my family.
The slot of afternoon 1 to 3 was for her always in the house. She used to come for work then at my place. She was a very expressive person...
When one looked at her no body would think that she is an illiterate. But she is! She was very much familiar with the smallest of things about the everyday life. She knew what is politics, Expression, Love, Baulat pana, everything...... ________

She has always helped me in teaching me how to eat, how to wash my hands, how to talk in front of people, how to keep my clothes at the right place at the right tijme!
WOW....... I just miss her re!

Whenever she used to not come I used to go running to my mom and used to ask whether she isn't coming ka? Whenever mom used to say ,'bahutek nahi' (chances are less) to come, I always used to feel bad...
Even today ehen I don't go to college I always think that I'll be meeting her at 2pm! But no someone else only rings the doorbell, because she has been permenantly substituted!

I feel so sad at times when she is not seen...
She did not tell me first that she is leaving the work permanently! Mom told me, but it was so hurting me because I mean common, for ages together if you are seeing someone coming to your place and suddenly stops it, How would You react? Its a very reaction from me!
I couldn't Smile nor Cry!
But I decided to write for her about her today...

Right now too I am not able to express myself, may be she is soooooo close to me that I don't want to share, or rather I am not able to even though I want to!

I always used to say that hey mazi MADHURI DIXIT ali bagha (my MADHURI DIXIT has come, see).
I used to always say this song to her "Madhuri Dixit mili raste main, chane khaye humne saste main!" And she used to smile away, by just saying "Purva!" And I used to smile back to her.
What has she not done for me and my sister! She has got me back home from school when my mom used to tell her to do so. She hasn't diobeyed anytime, so when she used to teach anything I used to take it as an advice always, as she was way elder to me!

I just have a different kind of respect for her!
I won't ever forget her face in my life...
She has faced so many so many things in life and has come up so well, but still has those scars in her life!

She will always there with me I know..
This one was for you my DEAR MADHURI DIXIT, hahahahahaha........
Fakta tuzya sathi ga!

Bhetuch lavkar apan... (we'll meet as soon as pssible).
Kaalji ghe --------- (Take Care)
Mala tu khip avadtes (Love you)
Jashi ahes tashich raha ------ (Be the way you are)

tuzich
Purva !!!!

Love you..........

A Ray Of Hope !

Has everything in your life gone wrong at a certain point of time? Not only professionally but also personally...
Well, one of my friend named Payal was stuck in such a phase of her life. She was totally, madly, deeply, sweetly, dumbly in love with her friend named Kaushik. She is so much in love with him that she has actually approached him thrice till date & that too in two years! Kaushik knows it really well that Payal really loves him, but he always said to her that he did not want to loose her as a friend! So in short Payal was really unlucky in her love life as far as I know her!
Payal is a girl till date who is a very straight forward girl, fun loving, strong and always believed that in this world everything and everyone are good. She also thinks that no one can ever be selfish.
But her concept of the world being so nice was suddenly changed and zapped out from her mind where she met this bunch of new people in her new college. In this college she realised that when one is good to another he/she is good to you, if he/she is not good then he/she is kicked out. She thought in such a way because she used to think by her heart always! Payal always said to me that she has always liked the people who are straight forward and critise and not back bitch about anyone!
She told me once that she believed a person from her class. She couldn’t believe it for a two days that he had said something like this to her and that also not on her face but Amol had said it behind her back. He had said that when Payal doesn’t have anyone to hang out with, she goes to Amol. I mean how disgusting can a guy be to such a simple female? Payal used to always ask me ‘Is the world really so mean and selfish?’ And I used to always say that ya its true to some extent! She did come out of it quite fast.
As I said before Payal was emotional but was very strong from within. When I say that I mean that tears is the last thing one woul find in Payal’s eyes. I had seen tears in her eyes only when she saw Kaushik in front of her house, that was the surprise he gave him to Payal!
Some class mates of Payal pretended to be very mean to her at the end moment where she was not at any fault and was very supportive when they needed her. She did not realize it that they had used her and then said Bye to her, not even directly but indirectly.
Payal for a few days was telling me that she had some event coming up in her college! That was her college fest for which she was eagerly waiting for. Payal told me that she wanted to make them the most beautiful three days of her P.G. course! I was happy as she did make it. I couldn’t see her more happy than this.
Payal was very good in making quick friends! She was always successful in doing so. But this time shemet a friend? NO NO her teacher, Ya right, He had taught Payal dance for a day, He was at Shiamak Dawar Institute of Performing arts as a lead dancer for three years! He had actually taught Payal for a day.
One more thing I would like to mention that whenMusic + Payal (come together)= Dance., has to happen!
Oh her dance teacher ka name – Parthos (well that;s his pet name) I haven’t yet got his actual name.payal told me that they both were dancing with each other to the tunes of Agnee. She said that Parthos made her so comfortable & made her so herself! She had forgotten all that had happened only because she looked into his eyes! Payal said that with every dance step she was getting involved in the Dance so much that she was actually forgetting what had happened just few days back.
Payal says that they met never before, she meant only a day and then directly during the fest, no one can be so close to each other! I mean people were asking Payal whether she knew him for years? That is what Payal told me... and i was in no surprise as Payal is a pretty good communicator!
Is this Payal’s very much promising new friendship with him? Is this only due to the college fest, and the atmosphere around at that point of time during the rock show? Has Payal actually come over it? Is this her crush? Then what about Kaushik? Should Payal and Parthos meet again?
These were the questions asked to me very much at a go by Payal! To make it a big easier please do help me with it. You tell me what will be your reaction to the situation if you were in Payal’s place? Imagine the conversations between both of them, think of the worst what had happened to Payal’s love life before, the friendship in college!
Will be waiting for your suggestions!
LOVE YOU DEAR.......... Take care!

Pyar kya hota hain?

Pyar kya hota hain?

Is love aur most often said pyar kya ek ladka aur ek ladki ke beech main hota hain? Huh.....
I was just sitting besides my dad the other day and watching an award function! As usual enjoying it...
And as we all know the emotion LOVE is one of the basic emotion which i feel is the most important in our lives.. It is a very beautiful feeling for a boy and a girl falling in love! But don’t you think there are other relations which need the emotion LOVE in there life!
I just took up this topic because my dad as i said before argued with me that a film like Jodha Akbar should be given as Best Film award by a recognise an award! That was not the matter unless he added the phrase a LOVE STORY like JODHA AKBAR !
But don’t you think the other nominations were also LOVE STORIES which were nominated!
Can a person not have the feeling of LOVE towards his SON, MUSIC! Or even to any non – living thing like, a MOBILE PHONE or her ACTIVA!

LOVE IS A WORD WHICH IS VERY OFTEN USED ONLY FOR SHOWING THE RELATIONSHIP BETWEEN TWO OPPOSITE SEX!
IT ISN’T SO....

LOVE THE PERSON, LOVE THE NON LIVING THING WHICH IS ALWAYS WITH YOU WHENEVER AND WHEREVER YOU GO IS WITH YOU!

LOVE THEM WHO LOVE YOU......

Listen to your Heart always…..

C.A. classes heard of them? That’s the chartered accountancy classes! Sounds very difficult right? Yup its said so that it is really very difficult unless you don’t give it your best in it!

Well from a chartered accountancy class I remembered a very different story which I had heard it from my friend….

The class was full of students enjoying and studying at the same time. The class had organized a Picnic in the coming month so that the students get to know each other. Well to come to a conclusion from that picnic it was a success for who had come and who had not come to the same! The class started enjoying studies and so were the results of the studies in the class which had improved!

A wonderful rapport had been created between the students of all batches and also with the teachers.

After couple of months there were these two friends who suddenly realized that they were not meant for this field! They started bunking the lectures but were very much eager to give it a try to their attempt which was nearing… All the friends went mad at both of them! They tried to convince them that this is there right path. But both of them were so not interested but they had planned to make something big in life.. They wanted themselves to be noticed widely…
They always had a different side to them which was known to all but, was never taken seriously by. They, finally managed to convince their friends, family members.

They both went their own individual ways.

One of them went for Mass Communication (girl) and the other for Audio Engineering(boy). They both had chosen such a path which was very difficult but once into the field can be successful with all their hard work and luck!

The point to tell here is when they both left the C.A. class they both realized the fact that they had been really good friends.

One of the friends had planned to leave the home city for his studies but not out of the country, fortunately!

She realized that she was missing someone. She was in Love with him. When, where, why, how she had absolutely no idea about it. But she knew that she’s got to tell this to him. She did tell it to him and he feels really fortunate but doesn’t say yes, but that was an expected answer for her from him. She had not expected it that he will even talk to her after this incidence. But, yes he does talk to her which is a complete surprise pack. She appreciates his friendship and loves his company!

Actually speaking she had promised him something after telling him her Dil ki Baat..

He was/is/will be very supportive to her while she was going to take up with Mass Communication. He has played an important role in her life. So she had promised him that whenever she gets an award or any form of recognition she won’t forget to take his name in front everyone, in front of the world.

After few years, they both become very much successful in their own carriers. They both are still on talking basis they do meet up when they both are free. They now work in the same City. Due to work have less time to meet. But they have worked with each other for films.
Finally, a big day for both of them. At an award function, they just share a glance as there seats are reserve separately. She has been nominated for the first ever time. She is happy for that itself.

She does get the award for her work done. She is one of the technician without whom the final Film is not complete. In front of the audience she requests to talk to the comparers’. They accept the request and she THANKS her Love, her friend who has always supported her in any of her stupid problems…..

Then they finally meet at the award function later after it is over.

They celebrated and had a blast…

They thanked each other for coming in each other’s lives…

THE PROCESS OF THANKING BETWEEN BOTH OF THEM HAS NOT YET STOPPED, and won’t stop….



LOTS OF LOVE TO YOU DEAR !!!